Thursday __________________
*Ugh* Tryin' real hard to get down with ma' books... Tomorrow, I'll be having my Internet Application paper... And i'm really not prepared...
Tangled up in ma' emotions, i can't concentrate...
Ooo...And did i mentioned bout' today's Digital Electronics paper...
I can't do..Yeah... Again...
Wednesday_________________C Programming Project was a total disaster... Not worth mentioning bout' anyway...
Tuesday___________________*Cheers* I'm so happy... I'm officially done with my Semestral Project...
Muahahaha... Tomorrow, I'lll be handing it up...
But i've got a big problem...That is i don't know what the hell is wrong with my dear burner...
And so i can't burn my project *Shit* Jes say then give him your thumb drive lah, since its free...
She's crazy. Please ignore her.
I know its free, but you do not need to be so nice to give your thumb drive to your lecturer...Dun be stupid..
Kie...So Fiona decides that she'd burn it for me... But i've got to send my files one by one over to her... I've got a total of 61 files, which is so damn alot...Poor Fio, I'm so sorrie...But thank you, I'm so grateful...
Spank me, kill me, throw me down the building... I think i ought to be shot...
Guess what can be even worse... I actually mistakenly remembered that my Maths Common Test is on Wed, when its actually TODAY..
Yeah...Wish me luck, hope that i won't have to waste half a year repeating this stupid module... I just hope i'll pull thru' it swiftly which i think i most probably would not...
Serve me rite... For not choosing to believe what Johnathan said... & in the end, am so guilty of actually telling him that he remembered wrongly...
The story began last nite...
Johnathan rang me at around 2230, while i was doing my project.
John : "Hey Esther, so tomorrow we are having our Maths Paper rite?"
Est : *Shocked* "Huh? Really? Tomorrow meh? You sure or not?"
John : "Hmm...I wrote down Maths Common Test is on the 28th leh... Or i wrote wrongly?"
Est : (Starts to worry) "But i thought that day he said he have another lesson with us...
Kie.. I'll call the rest to check, confirm with you again later.."
So I called Ivy hurriedly... But she chose to switch off her mobile at this time...
I called & i called... But still i couldn't get her...
*Panic* I thought maybe i should ring Hao Jie... He's on the train back home, just knock off...
Est : "Err...Hao Jie ah, ask you ah... Tomorrow is Maths Common Test meh?"
H J : "Huh??? *Blur* Tomorrow?
Est : "Hmm...Dunno leh... Jonathan say its tomorrow... But i remembered its on the 30th
(Wed) leh..."
H J : "Yah...Cos he said Monday still got lessons on... So dun think its tomorrow lah"
Est : "Kie.."
We all thought its not on Monday, so i texted John, "They all say dunno leh, dun think its tmr, dun scare me lah..."
He apologised for scaring me with the "wrong" info...
This morning, i was running late for school... I text Ivy on her mobile, and she did not mention anything bout' common test which she usually would...
I entered the class 5 mins late, saw everyone looking at me with their pens in their hands and their test papers on the desk... All of em' seated on separated seats...
Mr Kuan : "Leave your bag in front, switch off your mobile, and be seated.." *Still in shock* Flips thru' the paper and scans the cover page for "Mock Paper"
I couldn't believe my eyes... On top of the left hand corner, it wrote
"Complementary Mathematics- IT1815, Common Test 2, March 2005"
*Shit* *Gwd* *Shakes head*
As expected, i din prepare a single bit for the paper and i know nuts bout' this module...
*Sulks* I told my dumb Maths teacher whom we all hate from the beginning that i'm so dead... He said dun worry, i won't fail you all one lah...
Yeah..I hope so...Prays hard...
SaturdayWas slackin' at Gab's place, watching DVDs, munching on Nachos for the whole afternoon...Evening, we decided to go out... To town again, to meet up with Zho Kiu & Jason(who just booked out from camp)... & with Jes & Mel...Bumped into Eveline and her boyfriend while we were having our dinner at PastaMania...Then, we saw Jia Yi ...Later that nite, we saw Janna at Cathay Pool...Poor Gab tolerated all my nonsense, and volatile mood swings yesterday... Wasn't in any mood to do anything, go anywhere... I threw my temper at him, made him listen to me whine and yak... I'm guilty, i din wan all this to happen...Still, he decided to buy me the Roxy wallet i've been eyeing on, i guess he wanted to cheer me up and pamper me a lil'... To Gab: "Thank you again..."
For what it's worth,it was worth all the while...I had this really enjoyable Easter with him today...I rang Di Summer to reconfirm if they are open today, before we went over to get Gab's haircut... Now his hair looks no more like overgrown grass *Grins*I finally managed to drag Gab to take Neoprints with me... Our third neoprint taken since we got together... Pathetic...
Then we went to check the movie timeslots at Lido, realised that the tics are mostly sold out... And i refused to watch "Eye 10", worried that i'll get frightened to death...So we decided not to watch...We went over to Takashimaya, sat down at Delifrance for tea & sandwiches...Evening, we went over to Wisma to shop around...Bumped into Rufus and his new girlfriend, but pretended that i didn't see him... I dun know if he saw us.... But anyway, i dun care...Gab wanted to buy for me this Roxy wallet today, its so cute with polka dots... But i didn't want him to spent again... Will buy it when i'm not so broke...
TuesdayWhen i was waiting for Mummy at Causeway Point after school...I went to meet Gab & friends at Cathay Pool,then when i was walking around, i saw this Bossini Sale going on...I've never bought anything from Bossini before, so ain't really interested in that sale...But i realised that i still have to wait for Mummy, so i thought i should go take a look since i've got so much time...At first, I only picked tops that caught my eye from the big messy pile of clothes... Not long after, i started diggin' for the sizes like the aunties...Before i knew it, i was holding on to almost 7 tops...Two for Mummy, Two for Gab and Three for myself....But i ended up getting only one for myself...Great Bargain leh...
Yay! *Smiles* *Laughs* Overjoyed...
I finished my Golf Project finally...
And i did it myself... On my own...
But with the help of Ivy's source codes... Fiona ,Gnet, Shahana helping me here and there...
And Gab did a lil' last min Photoshop for me...
Thank You Darlings!I'm so addicted to this DBS Commercial song- Life is Beautiful...
From top to bottom: Ivy, Fiona, Me
Oh My! *Gwd* Would you help me please...I'm like still caught in da' middle of my stupid, irritating, projects while everyone around me has almost finished theirs...Had dim sum this morning with ma' whole family... Yeah...My bro and Hazel were there too...
Thursday
Caught "Lemony Snickets : The Series of Unfortunate Events" at Cathay Causeway Point with Gab... Pretty nice & interesting story...
We've been planning to go on a cruise trip during our vacation... With Fio(who cannot wait to go), Lee, Shane, Jonathan, Gnet, GuoRong, Shahana & Gab... So looking forward...
Friday
Fio & Gnet came over to my place after school to do our projects... Okie, at least i managed to clear some of my doubts regarding the html codes... And how to go bout' doing it... Thank you so much Gnet & also Fio...
But i've got to hurry... The dateline is next week and i've yet to finish even half... Oh my, I'm so dead... *Gwd*
I found out that my passport is gonna expire soon in October 2005... And gosh! I'm like gonna go on the cruise on the 20th of April... *Shit* Less than 6 months to the expiry date...
Let me explain... According to the law, you are not suppose to travel abroad if your passport is less than 6 months to the expiry date. For example : If your passport expires on the 29th May 2005, and you are travelling to somewhere out of S'pore on the 1st January 2005... You've got to go renew your passport, else you can never get out of S'pore...
And to make matters worse, my passport is already 10 years old... As in from the date of issue to the date of expiry... Which means i have to make a new passport, no renewal is allowed... *Ugh* That's bad cos we actually need to go book our cruise tics on this coming Monday... But now, I'm not the only one who needs a new passport... Shane needs an extension, LeeLee needs to renew, Shahana also needs to renew... Wondering how...
Saturday
Went to Singapore Expo together with Gab... We went all the way there for just one reason... But we were damn disappointed...
There's this Adidas Sale going on from the 18th of March to the 20th of March...
But we bought nothing, except one UEFA Champion League ball...
There's nothing really nice there although the prices are really cheap... There were not many things...Plus the sizes are so limited... I know sales are like this... But it was disappointing cos i couldn't find anything to buy... NOTHING AT ALL...
Rushed down to Paragon to get the mobile cases changed at Vertu... and got another two batteries...
Then rushed home for dinner with Gab...
TuesdaySaw Gab for a while before i met Mummy & Jes at Causeway point after school...
Did a lil' shopping, Mummy got herself a Solvet Titus watch... Ettusais LipGloss for Jes...
Bro & Hazel joined us for dinner at Swensons later in the nite...
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While on the way back home today, we had this conversation bout' boyfriend's parents...Jeanette: "Ask you all ah... If your boyfriend ask you to go to his place first and wait for him to come home... Will you?"Us: "Hmm...who is at home?"Jeanette: "He ask you to go and ask his Mum to open the door for you..."Us: "Depends lah...If the Mother and you very "gum" then of course okay lah..."Jeanette: "Huh.............."But it happens that Jeanette's bf's mother is lil' weird *Laughs* Like Fiona said, the Mother is like choosing daughter-in-law... a bit scary...My answer to Jeanette's question is "NO"... Not for now...But if you were to ask me the same question a couple of years ago, I would most likely say "I would..."Two years ago when i met my ex-boyfriend's parents... They were the ideal kind of "in-laws" you'd wish for... They'd invite you to lunches and dinners, including functions or any kind of celebrations... Takes the trouble to drive you home no matter how late is it... Talks to you bout' almost everything... Treats you and their son to concerts with the first row tics... Buys lil' things for you every now and then... Dotes on you like their own daughter... Also, they never interfere with the arguments or quarrels me and him had... Respect our decisions... Understands we need privacy and time alone...But too bad, their son is a jerk you wouldn't wanna risk spending ya life with...
Went swimmin' at Warren Country Club with Jes & Gab today... Had fun... Its been a long time since i last went for a swim... I remember the times when we used to go swimming very often with Jason and his ex girlfriend... Ooo..Btw, Jason rang back last nite...Haha..He was telling me & Gab how tough is it inside there... He'll be out next next Thursday...We bumped into Samuel (a cousin of mine) on the way to the pool today... Still as cute... Chat a bit...He's got 8 points for his O's *Wow* 
Went to Penisular Shopping Centre to look for the Nike bands... But they were all sold out and according to the stores, the stocks would arrive sometime next month...Visited the IT Show at Suntec City with Gab today... Guess what, the crowd almost killed me... I was suffocating, people were pushing me here and there... Squeezing like hell *Grr* Spent almost 2 hours there, deciding on which mp3 player to buy... I was so relieved when Gab finally set his eyes on one... But when he was bout' to pay for it, the salesman said :"Sorrie Sir, we only accept cash..." Fortunately, the salesman was very kind, in order not to risk losing his customer...He decided that he would take along the mp3 player and accompany us to the ATM machine to get the money so we wouldn't have to come all the way back to the fair to pay...So the three of us headed to the ATM machine which was at the ground floor... While waiting for the elevator, the salesman was explaining the functions of the player to us... We waited and waited... The lifts were all packed and there was hardly any space to squeeze in even a single person...So we waited and waited...Finally, a not-so-packed lift came...People then started squeezing into it... In the end, the sales man got in... But there was only space for another person... Its either me or Gab... So i decided that he should go since he's the one who needed to draw the money out... Being nice, i said i'd use the escalator and meet him downstairs...So on the way down.... I came across this big signboard pointing upstairs which says "Branded Sale! Factory Outlet... Up to 90% off"Hooray! I hurriedly pulled Gab along with me to the place... He got an Armani Exchange shirt and i bought an Abercrombie tee for myself *Yay*Thanks to the elevator... If i were to squeeze into it....Then I wouldn't know that there's a sale going on...Lol...Gabriel is whining and whining bout' the amount of money he himself has spent since the starting of this year... To date, he has spent over 300 on a Vuitton wallet... 200 for a mp3 player... and thanks to me, he just splurge on an AX shirt... There goes his hard earned money...
Let me do a brief update for the past few days... I've been busy with all the projects... I'm going crazy...Wednesday Gab came over to my place and brought his fishes back to his home. We had dinner at home... Nothing much for that day...Thurday Rushed down to town after school with Fiona... Went to Heeren to get the materials for her boyfriend's pressie... She's making the present herself *Aww* So sweet of her...Friday Feeling damn lazy today... I dragged myself to school, had 3 hours long of lab (i was surfing the net all the while...lol) Caught "Hitch" with Gab today... Enjoyed the show, pretty nice story... Saw Fiona and her friend *Smiles*Attention: I'm looking for the Nike Baller ID bands which are in popular demand now. 
IF ANYONE KNOWS OF ANYWHERE THAT STILL HAS STOCK. PLEASE KINDLY LET ME KNOW. THANKS.
To all Ladies: "San Ba Fu Nu Jie Kuai Le" (Read: Happy Three Eight Womens Day)
Shopped around a lil' while waiting for Mummy at CausewayPoint...I was walking around like a zombie, so tired after the long day in school...Yay! Bought Ettusais Cheek Blush Puff... Mummy wanted to buy it for me but i insisted on paying half *Guilty* Dun want her to pay for all my stuffs... But im so broke lately...Mummy bought herself a top...We had dinner at Yoshinoya before Daddy came to fetch us home...
Ettusais New BlushPuff
Listening to Kenji Wu's 别太温柔... I'm so in love with this song...
Louis Vuitton Spring-Summer 2005 Its so cute...Recently, lots of things happened, I feel as though i'd die from heartache...I hate to feel this way...I was just pretending I'm fine...Holding back my tears, i hope things would get back to normal very soon...
Friday Went shopping with Fiona after school... Fio bought flip flops, earrings.... Bought nothing for myself... Ooo...Finally i saw Jenson today, pretty good looking *Smiles*Saturday I pulled myself out of bed this morning... Got to send Aunt and BabyRyan off... Flying back to Japan ... Had breakfast at the Airport, then we walked around a lil'... Mummy bought this Quartz necklace that is so her lor...Haha...But its nice lah...Went over to Gab's place in the noon before heading to town... Met Jason and Jeslyn at Paragon... Went to get these two Vertu~Luxury Mobile Communications mobile cases which cost SGD800 each (for Mummy's client) Its so expensive for a dumb casing ... Plus its ugly... Mummy says that client of hers is damn rich, so i think $1,600 to him is nothing at all...Evening, ZhoKiu joined us for dinner at Cafe Cartel... A treat for Jason before he becomes botak next Friday...
Its just another stupid day...I can't seem to do anything right recently... Feeling miserable, frustrated... But I have no idea why... I'm just upset bout' nothing...Ignore me... Skipped afternoon's lecture all becos' i wanted to accompany him to Republic Poly... Something isn't really right bout' him lately... Guess he needed someone to comfort him, to confide in... I hate myself for not being able to help him...To Gab: "Dun worry... *Hugs*"
