I've been trying so hard to get all the things I've read into my head but nothing seems to go in till now.Its the time of year again when everyone is stressing about the coming exams, and I tell you its drving me nuts.And as if its not enough, the time of the month is also here too, and yeah... My mood swings from one end to other, I'm so agitated and I fussed over lil' things.People irritate the shit outta me and I feel like slapping em' hard.Now. Help me.Tomorrow's my P & C paper.And I've got my Electronics Practical Exam at 9am.I have two projects due this Thursday.Something to look forward to...M'sia Trip on the 9th September.And if nothing goes wrong, I'll be flying to Japan this December.
Just finished watching "Homerun" on TV, watched it in the cinema years ago and I find this movie really meaningful. It touches me.
Saturday
Yoshiaki's Mummy, we call her Auntie Liang (Liang Ah Yee) has flew all the way from Japan to see her son and to visit us.
We met up with her today, together with Yoshi's lil' sis, Risa...
We picked them up at SwissHotel today and for the very first time, I saw her in real person...
She was really happy, she gave me a really big hug and kept thanking me for taking care of Yoshiaki ever since he came over to Singapore. It was nothing actually, I'm glad that he's now so familiarise over here and Mummy also treats him like her godson.
Brought her to Orchard to shop around...
Bought lots of things...
Yoshi finally had his haircut.
In the evening, we had dinner buffet at Pan Pacific Hotel with...
Mummy, Daddy, Jes, Gabriel, Uncle (Mummy's Boss), Siew Ming Auntie (Boss' wife), Auntie Jenny (Mum's colleage) and her two lil' boys, and of course Auntie Liang, Risa and Yoshi.
Dinner at Pan Pacific Hotel, Summer House.
Say Cheeze.
Auntie Liang, Mummy and Daddy.
Auntie Jenny & her lil' boy.
Jeslyn & Risa enjoying the crayfish.
Happy Auntie Liang is so happy to see her son after so mnay months.She must have missed him soooo... much.
Me & Risa. ("Thank you for the Nina Ricci Perfume and the Mezzo Piano tee.")
Group shot (Hmm...Where's Yoshi & Gab?)
Gaby and I (I look horrible)
Woo... Beautiful eh...
TuesdayThis morning, I sat for my Basic Theory Test, and i finally got thru'... *Cheers*
I was overjoyed... I met Gab in the evening and we had ice cream waffle at Gelare.Tuesdays are waffle days.While I was on my way home today, this man in his 30's followed me...I rang my dad and he came to my rescue...Dun wanna elaborate further anymore... I guess he learnt his lesson... WednesdayHave been really busy in school recently,With all the project deadlines nearing,And the exams approaching...Sometimes you just feel that you need to catch some fresh air...And so we did ...LeeLee, HaoJie and I went to town today...I wanted to go to Great World City's ZARA since last week but I didn't have the chance to and I know I won't have the time to for the next few weeks.I wanted to get this top from ZARA ,Liat Towers but the only piece left was stained. They don't have it at Takashimaya and so the only available piece was at Great World City. I was pretty stupid to not ask em' to transfer for me.I ended up with another top, the one I was supposed to get was there, but both LeeLee and HaoJie thought I look better in another...Now, I'm hoping that I won't regret.
Sunday.We sent Xiao Yee & Baby Ryan to the airport this morning.They're flying back to Tokyo after a month stay in Singapore.I'm beginning to miss him... and of course Xiao Yee...We had breakfast at Changi Village today, and I tasted one of the best Ipoh hor fun I've ever had so far. (Pss...Heard that its very famous over there)Anyway, it was really good...We got back home after that and we started packing...I shifted Jes and my clothes back to our closet...Changed the bedsheets...Cleaned the entire room...In the noon, I met Pearlyn and Natassja at Causeway Point for lunch (We've been wanting to meet since way before my birthday)Haha...I was waiting at Pasta Mania for em' when suddenly...They arrived with this balloon with a Happy Birthday message on one side of it and also with my name "Esther" printed on the other side.It was really so sweet...They also got this ribbon badge thingy with the words "Birthday Princess" on it...And I had to pin it on me... *Laughs*They also got me a pair of green shorts...I was really really touched...Thank you Darlings...
Credits to TashieIn the evening, I had dinner with Mummy, Daddy and Jes at the causeway's hawker.We had crayfish...I simply love crayfish... baked, fried, steam....
So now I know what's been in ya mind all this while that made your attitude towards me changed.Moments ago, the things that came out of your mouth just left me wondering...They look down on me bcos' I don't do as well as the others in school.Just bcos' I use to drop from the Express stream to the Normal Academic stream, while the rest are in Special streams...And I proceeded to Polytechnic while the rest went to JCs...You, yourself know that they are being very mean to think like that...Then, why did you say that yourself...Oh... I did give you a chance to correct your words, but instead you chose to repeat your words...
The lab lesson is gonna start very soon.
I love Fridays, because it marks the coming weekend.But on the other hand, I hate Fridays because school ends at 9.30pm.
Tell me. Who can concentrate for 3 long hours in the lab?I just had a sinful bar of Hersheys I got from Cheers.
*Gwd* Spank me... Why am I always indulging myself in all sorts of fattening and heaty food.
Now, I'm guilty...I fear Pimples...
Just caught Project Superstar results show live on TV.Again, there were unexpected eliminations.The finalists are:
Kelly Poon 
Kelvin Tan (also known as Wei Lian)Jes almost broke our home TV just now...My whole family thinks Jun Yang should win, be it his voice or his looks...Wei Lian doesn't deserve it at all, though he can sing quite well.Why? B'cos they're looking for a SUPERSTAR....Look. I don't see him going far and I don't see a future.People just sympathize him because he's handicapped.
I bumped into Ben at Food Junction today, and guess what?Ben: "Hey, you did the C-Programming Mini Project yet?"Me: "No leh...Haven even touch..."Ben: "I give you mine lor... Mine done already..."Me: "Really ah? Thank you so much..."And he just sent me online...Thank you Ben...
Damn.
You're such an asshole.
Fuck off .
Think we're rubbish?
Oh..You're worse.
I think there's something so wrong with ya attitude.
Wake up! Look at yourself.
Don't you find yourself disgusting.
Cos everyone thinks so.
Just unable to accept what've you've said and i've heard...
Was that what you want?
It just got my tears welled up so instantly...
I feel so empty...
It hurts so much...
Its just fucking pain...
Leave. me. alone
12th August, FridayI'm in school now, trying so hard to concentrate to what Mr Alex Lee who is also trying very hard to teach us.Look at the time now, its half past eight... Poor us, still having some programming thingy in the lab...Hao Jie just dozed off and I'm afraid Mr Alex Lee will screamed at him any moment...We've just gotten our Object-oriented Design & Programming common test result and I've got a D...Happy enough... I thought I'd fail...Looking forward to the coming weekends...The only days you can sleep all you want...Get out and chill...Laugh all you want...Have lots of fun...
8th August, MondayGab and I were slacking at his place the whole afternoon...Both of us were so tired and sleepy...Jason rang us in the evening to meet for dinner before he book in that night.So we headed to town to meet up with Jason and together with Zho Kiu, Zhi Xiang, Da En...Had dinner and a game of pool before we went back home...9th August, TuesdayHappy 40th Birthday Singapore.We went to Marina just to catch a glimpse of the fireworks...We stood at this not very crowded place bcos' Esplanade was really packed...And who knows....When it started, it just came right in front of us...People then came running towards our direction...I love watching those beautiful fireworks, especially with you...
6th August, Saturday Gabriel and I spent the entire day shopping around in town. We had the whole day to ourselves, with nobody tagging along. Of course it was fun and we had a great time together.Gab surprised me with the Chomel necklace which I've been setting my eyes on for ages. (Thank you baby...)I got myself a paisley tiered skirt from Flowers in the Attic and a pool ball keychain for Gab. He also got himself a wallet. Evening, we had dinner at Pizza Hut at PS. Tried the Cheese Lava pizza, it was yummylicious...Later in the nite, we went over to Cineleisure to meet Steve, Arthur, Zhi Xiang, Da En & Yi Da for a game of pool...Managed to catch the last train back home, and Gab ended up sleeeping over at ma' place.7th August, SundayI would like to thank all those who've wished me, especially toMummy (For everything you've given me, I love you)Papa (For the birthday cake and all)Jeslyn (I love the Esprit tee, but I love you more)KorKor & Kristin (For the very very nice gift and dinner) LiTing, Michelle & ChunHui (You'll always be the first to wish me every year)LeeLee, Fiona and Ivy (Thank you so much for the pressie! P.S. I wore it today *Laughs*)Natassja & Pearlyn (We'll meet up soon kie... Miss ya)Zhi Quan & Tian Guo (You never fail to remember this day although we've not met for ages)And of course few others like Liyin, Ester, Xiu Qi, Fish, ShaoWei...Thank you so much!Last but not least, this very special someone has made this day a very special one...I appreciate all you've done and all you've been wanting to give...I really did enjoy myself alot and I hope you did too...Thank you so much Baby...Had dim sum this morning at Warren Country Club.Then, Kor & Kristin drove Jes, Gab and I to town.Kor and Kristin went shopping while Jes, Gab and I caught "Charlie & the Chocolate Factory" at Shaw. Simply fantastic!Later in the evening, we met again for dinner at NYDC at Wheelock. Kor's treat...Haha..Then, we hopped over to Takashimaya.Dad has asked Kor to buy a birthday cake.Got home shortly after and cut my cake with ma' whole family, Kristin, Gaby, Xiao Yee & BabyRyan.Then suddenly...Kristin emerged with this Anna Sui paperbag in her hand...And she smiled and said, "This is for you.."I peeped thru' and saw...Anna Sui's Secret Wish, the perfume I've been longing for...And also a lil' Anna Sui tin box filled with mini sample beauty products.You should see my expression and Kristin was like, "You like it?"I was so happy...
The common tests are finally over...I sat for my last paper this evening and it was terribly done...*Argh* Lets not talk bout' it...My week was pretty enjoyable, with lots of great shopping and good food...Mummy gave me a red packet for my coming 19th birthday and I spent part of it on a pair of X:odus ballet flats... So comfy...Ooo... Fox is having this crazy sale, everything is going at half price... I got myself a while lace camisole...Days ago, I was helping Gab's sis unpack her stuffs at the Singapore Expo for the John Little Warehouse Sale... ( if you've heard of "Intimo", its Gab's sis's own brand selling lingerie)I met his dad for the very first time that day, didn't expect to meet him in such circumstances...We had dinner at Changi Village that nite.I received my b'day pressie from LeeLee, Fio, Gnet & Ivy today, they've got me a skirt...Love it so much... Thank you so much girls...
